it's funny how the world changes so fast, how people change their minds and how you change your mind because of them. i was so certain, so sure about so many things. about who i was, about who i wanted to be and how i wanted to do things. and then suddenly, something small changes, something you knew would happen, and you go back on a different track, planning something so much more different than what you hoped for.
i don't know if its being contempt because i'm afraid of settling for a life in any sense. to plan out my day, to plan out my life or sometimes even who i want to be with.
because most of the time, i'm scared to be contempt because doing so would mean my dreams have come to a halt, to have given up on everything i ever hoped for.
& that would make life so meaningless. (to me)
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Lying back whiLst Lazing around,
Gazing upon but one star aground,
Remembering aLL that once were,
EnLightens us to why were are here,
Hide under what is your roof,
So as to Listen to god's proof,
There is no pain without care,
When one's heart is Laid bare,
Though it may be hidden to the eye,
One wouLd never wish to say goodbye,
Behind the meaning that is your cLue,
These broken pieces find their gLue,
For it is when the north Loses its star,
That direction seems to be just so far,
How can one see in the dark of night,
When Light is by no means in sight,
Cursed the sun and scorned its heat,
Danced in the rain to nature's beat,
Fear was never the reason to be afraid,
IronicaLLy, that was was regret said...
Contempt? Don't you mean content?
haha yeah i think i did.
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