Grotesque

i've been up all night watching clicknetwork.tv to keep me company from all the online shopping but you know what i bought today?

NOTHING.

shopping is so annoying nowadays because what the fuck can you buy online when you're on a budget?!

not f21.

not ae.

not any of those blogshops that are annoyingly selling the same things for the same price and they don't do much about the fact that they aren't selling anything (maybe a piece or 2 la..) and why the hell would you want to buy an ugly dress for SGD$26.90????

prolly the trendy wankers who think they're cool once they wear something that everyone else is wearing which i dread seeing on the 27th of April 2009 when the new semester starts at school. it's super irritating. even the thrifts are selling ugly clothes now. on the brighter side, it's much cheaper compared but ugly nevertheless.

i, personally, would never want to sell something so ugly because i would feel guilty and horrible because i would be a horrible person selling horrible clothes to people with horrible taste (hmmm maybe thats why they bring such ugly clothes into singapore. serving the masses right?) for horrible prices. i've looked at wholesalers and they have such horrible designs for like $13 a piece but i find that rather high because you're compromising your own money (or other people's money) for something not worth the cost. at least if you sold it to me for $2 i might consider selling it for $6. but then again I reckon that i could design a better dress and earn more money than succumbing myself to ugliness. 

also, at least sell something pretty/cool/useful if you want to earn. and by that, you could prolly earn a lot more for less effort. much effort! = why bother?! hor?

feeling super singaporean now after all that clicknetwork.tv and i should be getting more sleep but i don't think i have to be up that early because my school still hasn't started! phaha. i'm so bored at home tonight from all that shopping. could of gone shopping elsewhere (overseas preferably) or clubbing (but nothing is open on a tuesday night except for balcony and i'm not so in the mood to buy my own drinks) or sleeping or eating but i forgot i just ate tuna. 

i get really hungry at night because...because.... i'm a pig. i swear to god that i eat like a shitload of food everyday and i better get back a normal appetite before the only place i will be able to shop is at dorothy perkins. it's actually damn cool that they bring in UK24 in (YES THEY DO LIKE HOLY SHIT RIGHT) (sorry no offence to the horizontally challenged) but UK24 is wicked. if i were uk24 my boobs would be like a R-CUP. i don't think i'll be able to ever see my feet again without the help of a mirror.

well, at least i'm still the same size as i have been for rather long and it's expanding quite a little to i'm going to be healthy again. (the last time i was, it didn't really last long) but honestly, it's hard to stay healthy/skinny in singapore. so much awesome food everywhere. like today, i had fish head curry at jurong for lunch, ba chor mee & popiah for dinner, ice cream for fun, and tuna for supper. before i go to sleep every night, i'll think of what food i can eat the next day and when i wake up i'll think of "wah, ni nou hia! damn hungry". then i'll eat and feel fat, guilty and then i'll forget all about it once lunch comes into my mind.

but i'm quite tired now.

woke up quite early today.

wake up call @ 9am.

alarm @ 930am.

woke up @ 1pm. 

so i've been up for what? 15 hours?

and i've been pretty busy too. going for lunch. going to marina barrage to test out something. adelphi to process photos (which might not even turn out at all because i accidentally exposed the film. then, went to kranji to watch the sunset from the fishing port (its super pretty! i'll put up the pictures soon!) and then went to ta pau dinner from LTN and then i went home. finally. feeling the pinch of being tired now. i'm off. x