the kill.

everytime i do anything, say anything or even interact with you,
you end up calling me a bitch.
i hardly know of anyone who calls their daughters bitches, especially since one of the reasons why the daughter is a bitch, is because the daughter requested for the fishtank light to be switched fucking off because the flouracent light is glaring to the table and reflecting into the fucking eyes of the fucking daughter. therefore, the fucking daughter is a fucking bitch.
if the mother switched off the lights of the fishtank, the wish will die.
so yes, i presume that all fish that live in the sea would die when its FUCKING NIGHT TIME. so tell me again, why am i the fucking bitch.

it's as simple as that. i don't even know why i bother, because i was thinking that by now, i would be used to it. she told me that she's done sucking up to my demands of the "queen of the world" and that she shall no longer do it because PEOPLE LIKE ME make the world, and i quote, "a worse place to live in".

well guess what, you make the world a worse place to live in. i'm tired of listening to your fucking shit all the time because the whole world has to cater to your "OMG YOU'RE SO FUCKED UP YOU SHOULD CHANGE BECAUSE THE WHOLE WORLD HATES YOU AND YOU FUCKING STINK AND I'M THE MOST SMARTEST MOST PERFECT GORGEOUS I-HAD-TO-SACRIFICE-MY-DREAM-OF-BECOMING-A-STEWARDESS-BECAUSE-I-HAD-TO-SUPPORT-MY-FAMILY. O STOP LYING. I KNOW THE TRUTH. YOU DIDN'T EVEN GET IN. so stop asking me to change for the greater good when you're so far away from being a decent person. you're so fucked up, i hate you. i honestly do. yeah so what if other mothers got their sons/daughters wishing they could have more time with their mums. i deeply regret to say i really don't want to. cause i really couldn't care less anymore, since i'm a bitch.

so stop pointing your fucking finger into my face and say that i'm a fucking bitch and that i'm going to hell, cause look who's talking. fuck you.

& yes, i am aware that i tend to say "fuck" alot when i'm pissed.
but pissed isn't a strong enough word.